Sigh... #1

Ha... Iya kok... gue ngerti *sigh.... Ini bukannya apa ya, tapi jujur... Gue kesepian... *sigh... Koko gue dapet kerja, otomatis gue "mode defense" dirumah... Maklum keluarga gue sepertinya sedang terkena badai... ha-ha-ha... Menyedihkan gue ini... Dah kayak nggak bisa diharapkan... *sigh Inget oy, umur dah mau 21 tahun... Gue masih muda! =3=. Kalo gue boleh milih, gue nggak mau koko gue pergi T_T. Gue kan anaknya lemahan sama orang... Mode defensi pun bisa jadi cuma jadi kata-kata kiasan. Gue nggak pernah tau kalau akhirnya harus kepisah2 gini, walau jarak balikpapan-Samboja cuma 1 jam *katanya*, tetap aja kalo mode defense gue hancur, gak ada yang lindungin ade2 gue... secara, gue nggak biasa di gempur, terlebih itu ibubapak... *sigh. Ya tuhan, kapan sih koko gue balik... kangen nih T_T

[日記、この日...][シュニチ]ああ！そんなにかわいい

なぜ私の愛を知らない[シュニチ ミヤモト] ...
彼の声がかわいい。彼の声は本当に好きだ。私は彼の声を聞いて退屈しないでください。
^.^
AHHHHH~~~ I LOVE HIM!!!
彼の曲の中で[Cage Bird]、私は感じて飛ぶ。
Fufufufufufufuuuuu...
Love You!
がんばって!!

Pros and cons between Malaysia and Indonesia

I was very surprised when I saw the news on television. Initially I was not too concerned with the news, but more and more into a little problem getting havoc among regions.
I really do not favor any. I Want to blame Malaysia, but when corrected Indonesia's hard to blame only one side

Indonesia mistaken (my opinion):
1. at least the people of Indonesia who cultivate the natural wealth
2. Indonesia's own culture has begun to fade from year to year
3. Lack of awareness of each individual to protect ancestral
4. Indonesia is not able to fortify the culture of its own
5. In terms of economy, competition from Indonesia from Malaysia

And many more, I can explain. individuals maybe able to explain themselves why it happened something like this.


Pros Indonesia:
1. Indonesia country rich in natural conditions (but the people still there are many who are poor)
2. Ethnic diversity
3. Countries that respect the privacy of other countries

Malaysia mistaken (my opinion):

I also can not say that I was the good people of Indonesia. But I never sided with anyone. I'm just concerned with what's happening lately. Indonesia and Malaysia became hostile and the aura surrounding these two areas are to be scary.

Malaysia mistaken:
1. Malaysia said that one of the Indonesian culture is his
2. The song "Rasa Sayange" declared Malaysia as their songs
3. Malaysia was never asked permission to use the Indonesian culture
4. The number of workers sent to Malaysia and then tortured by her employer
5. Malaysia never regarded Indonesia as a "free and appropriate colonized

Malaysia Pros:
1. Malaysia to protect its culture
2. Natural wealth can be managed well, so all the people prosper
3. Malaysia is the region most of the Islamic religion (for some reason they do not seem to understand about the sin of torturing others)


actually I was afraid to write this. But every human being has the right and obligation to argue.

Hopefully Malaysia and Indonesia can be reconciled without a war

-Love and affection -

Mei Zha

[090821] 더 이상 그 이해

... 나도 여기가 자기처럼 ...
친구와 친척없이
이건 정말 후회 ...
친구가 채팅을하고 농담
... 사실 ...
그냥 아무 말
"인생을 어렵게 만들었하지 ..."
하 ...
나는 오래 살고 싶어?
인생은 부모의 부담을하게 의존하는 것은 매우 ...
어떤 경우에는 자신의 목숨을 저장?
수있는 자기?
내가 생각은 없어. 내가 김재박 (동방신기)의 아내와 가정, 분명히하는 것은 매우 아름다운 세상을 느낄 것이다.
하지만, 아주 동정, 제가 그런 걸 생각도 감히하지 않습니다.
나도 그런 헛된 생각하기 때문에 하루에 두려움이 다치게 될 것이다. 이것은 아주, 내가 착각을 위해 사용하는 여분의 시간이다
하지만 난 내가 잠이 때 행복 해요. 난 많은 꿈을 가진 아이가 내 결혼을 재현하고 아름답다.
내가 말할 부끄러웠어.
실제로이 당신과 나 사이의 비밀이다.
그래서, 다른 사람이 허락하지 않았어요.
괜찮아?

[DIARY] My Life Journey

4 August 09

I always said, Did you belive that love can making a broken heart to be a powerful heart?

I ever belive that before. But... After something happen to me... I try to stop belive that... Only make me sick, hurt my heart...

I hurt...

My wounded never gone, very deep... Nobody cant heal my heart

When I hurt, No one who understand me, I can only draw breath and crying secretly. If only I didn't have tears, maybe its better

I really hurt. The certainly of suffering isn't stabilized. I want to close my eyes, so close. And long sleep without thinking about my heart. And when I wake up, this problem has ended...

Kehidupan selalu tidak sama / Live neva always same...

Na ah... Ya know... Live neva always same

Kita tentulah akan terbosankan dengan hidup yang itu-itu saja. Pernah x pertama si penulis masuk sekolah, tiap hari melakukan rutinitas: pagi bangun, mandi, sarapan, ke sekolah, belajar, rehat, kemudian bimbel, dan akhirnya pulang. Penulis rasa sangat membosankan... T.T

Akhirnya dia berinisiatif, Bagaimana kalau bolos sekolah? Tak perlu sekolah sehari saja tak akan membuatmu sakit, bukan?

Akhirnya si penulis berinisiatif dan mengerjakannya. Dia membolos untuk sehari. Pergi ke taman Mangrove, jalan-jalan ke taman ruas perumahan pertamina, lalu pergi ke perpuztakaan, hahaha... Pokoknya melakukan kegiatan yang tidak bisa dilakukan pada saat sekolah...

Kalian tau apa yang terjadi pada saat saya pulang?

Saya dimarahi. Sangat marahlah orang tua saya karena membolos. Setelahnya saya tak berani membolos lagi ^.^

Sungguh suatu hari yang menyenangkan saat SMA

[WORD] Beauty word

"The eyes don't have a tears only make your heart sick if you crying"

"Love is Lies"

"1 of your smile in the morning is 1000 happinese"

"Steel only make you hurt if you can't use it"

"Nobody perfect"

"Dont thinking other people didn't know what are you doing"

"If you playing with fire, beware! That's can burning you up"

"Don't waste your time with do a job was vain"

"Life is Money. With life we can feel how beautiful this life"

Machiahase Basho or Kokoro Nakori?

Previously I had tought, the waiting will be bring the happy ending.
But apparently not this time.
I didn't belived it again
Its only a vain, nothing enough love
Faintfulness
I regretted it
Maybe, I never think about it again
So hurt in my kokoro
Very deep...
I cant hold it anymore
Its like, I'll disapear now

[NEWS] 私は、ブログの世界に戻って

いくばくもなく私はこのようにしている私のブログを訪れていた...
（まだ空です...いつものように訪問者がない... ）を行う
私はまだ実際にはブログに書き込みを逃す...しかし、この言葉、 >迅速な<私はもう仕事ではないが...たぶん私が実際に移動しますポンティアナク、私はこのブログの再建に奮闘する

ハ...ハ...ハ...どう思いますか何かを与えられるときは、リクエストはまだ小さな子供は何ですか？
錯覚が非常に高いです...ところで...最後に私がここに、私のことになってBIGBANG話
私（ BIGBANG - haruharu ）クレイジーされていたこの時点で
特に T.O.P と SeungRi は涼しい顔で...非常に満足...また、私は現在、東方神起飛輪海から切り替えてください。王丹呉チョン次郎（ToGether）と（Hot Shot）は、映画を見た後、さ
一度に積まれている！

おっと！
私のことを忘れているようだ...

>.<なし！
私は夕食を忘れた！